confiscated: (⇀ or you are lost)
Brooks Myers ([personal profile] confiscated) wrote in [personal profile] calloused 2019-07-07 04:21 am (UTC)

["You almost tore my throat out until I forced you to stop" is - what he wants to say, when it comes to trust. He had to make Derek bleed to get him to listen to him, so trust is a tentative thing. Now Derek's using his wording to be hurt and that just makes Tate angrier, breathing hard through clenched teeth.]

i told you i'll leave before it even starts.
i told you i won't get drunk. i won't get high.
i'm coming to you tomorrow. that should be enough.
i didn't have to tell you about the party
like i didn't have to tell you about what kavinsky's done
but i told you. because i wanted to tell you.

you say you care about me and i believe it
but i also believe that you'd kill him if you could
you told me that, remember?
i trust you, don't - don't play it off like i said i didn't
i just said i WANT to trust you won't do shit
and right now i'm not sure you won't
because of how much you care about this.

i need to keep him pacified until the thirteenth
he's not going to react to that well so i need to make sure he doesn't see it coming
you get that, right?
i know you don't like it. won't like it. but i have to do that right now.
so i don't know how tomorrow will go but it won't go great if you pop on the headlights because you see him grab my ass



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