there was this lake, full of ice and stuff. i don't know how i got there but people i knew were crawling out of it and trying to kill me. people from home. my mom's boyfriend. my mom. and violet.
peter stopped violet from pulling me under water. i almost drowned. i got mad at him because he had to hurt her to have her let go and i don't know. it was hard to deal with? trying to explain...
doesn't matter. i was just angry. he took me to his place to warm up and i kept having to explain i was fine and *how* i was fine. i healed okay, but it was close. i told him i was dead and he was a little mad with me for not fighting violet? i mean...
i can't really explain why but. it felt like i was supposed to go with her? i wanted to. that's why i was so angry. i know it's not reasonable now. this place has made me do a lot of unreasonable things. it's not fair.
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people i knew were crawling out of it and trying to kill me. people from home.
my mom's boyfriend. my mom. and violet.
peter stopped violet from pulling me under water. i almost drowned.
i got mad at him because he had to hurt her to have her let go
and i don't know. it was hard to deal with? trying to explain...
doesn't matter. i was just angry.
he took me to his place to warm up and i kept having to explain i was fine
and *how* i was fine. i healed okay, but it was close.
i told him i was dead and he was a little mad with me
for not fighting violet? i mean...
i can't really explain why but. it felt like i was supposed to go with her?
i wanted to. that's why i was so angry. i know it's not reasonable now.
this place has made me do a lot of unreasonable things. it's not fair.