[This is probably where they differ - Tate, in theory, wants to be someone who thinks about others and who doesn't want other people to suffer by wishing them pain. However, he doesn't really care about other people unless they mean something to him. So he does want to push his pain on other people because of that - because he doesn't want to feel it himself.

But he wants to be better. He wants to, so badly.]

It just grows in me. And grows, and grows. I feel like I get swallowed up in my own feelings sometimes. I don't know how to stop that. But...

[Right, anchors. He looks back at Derek.]

Anchors can be people, right? Can you be my anchor still?