[ This is getting to be a lot, for Derek. The safety of doing this with someone he trusts, whether or not he's right to trust the person in question aside, can only take him so far when it comes to mitigating the anxiety he gets from acting so submissive. He feels exposed and fragile, the touch to his hair only exacerbating those feelings - he feels controlled and restrained and outside of himself in a way that directly opposes all the things he wants to be. Powerful, dominant. Alpha.
But he's still so fucking hard.
Derek's silent when he feels the head of Tate's cock brush against his bottom lip, and he swallows, heartrate picking up. It takes a second or two for him to get over his hesitation and open his mouth like he's told, letting the underside rest against his tongue, warm and wet and stationary. Tate takes the lead, thrusting into him, and Derek, again, takes his time before he follows orders. He doesn't start sucking until Tate thinks he might not do his job at all.
He's gentle, almost exploratory. He's given oral before, obviously, but it's always been on his own terms, when pinning someone down and forcing an orgasm out of them while they squeezed his head with their thighs has been-- a gift, on his part, rather than dutiful service. There's more shame, in sucking cock because you're being told to. Derek's adjusting, but - slowly. ]
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But he's still so fucking hard.
Derek's silent when he feels the head of Tate's cock brush against his bottom lip, and he swallows, heartrate picking up. It takes a second or two for him to get over his hesitation and open his mouth like he's told, letting the underside rest against his tongue, warm and wet and stationary. Tate takes the lead, thrusting into him, and Derek, again, takes his time before he follows orders. He doesn't start sucking until Tate thinks he might not do his job at all.
He's gentle, almost exploratory. He's given oral before, obviously, but it's always been on his own terms, when pinning someone down and forcing an orgasm out of them while they squeezed his head with their thighs has been-- a gift, on his part, rather than dutiful service. There's more shame, in sucking cock because you're being told to. Derek's adjusting, but - slowly. ]