[He is too fucking sober for this bullshit. Kavinsky doesn't try to keep Derek what he is, just lays flat and wills himself not to dissolve anymore than he already has. His heart is pounding and all he wants to do is escape this. He doesn't even care how anymore.
He doesn't want someone to save him. He's fucking fine.
But he desperately wants to stop being left alone. And that, more than anything, makes him feel pathetic.]
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He doesn't want someone to save him. He's fucking fine.
But he desperately wants to stop being left alone. And that, more than anything, makes him feel pathetic.]
It's not a crime to want to feel alive.
[So fucking there.]