[Why does this bother him in the same way their meeting at orientation bothered him - an unsettled feeling in his gut, like cold wire coiling up inside him. Tate doesn't have issues with things when they don't matter, when they're meant not to matter. But when you crack open the egg to see what you can get out, it feels real all of a sudden. But what's worse - that feeling, or what could be disappointment if he says the wrong thing and Derek considers him weak for it? Like he might be already. Trying so hard to be cool, is he?]
you're putting me on the spot, here jerk move I don't know what to say
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[Why does this bother him in the same way their meeting at orientation bothered him - an unsettled feeling in his gut, like cold wire coiling up inside him. Tate doesn't have issues with things when they don't matter, when they're meant not to matter. But when you crack open the egg to see what you can get out, it feels real all of a sudden. But what's worse - that feeling, or what could be disappointment if he says the wrong thing and Derek considers him weak for it? Like he might be already. Trying so hard to be cool, is he?]
you're putting me on the spot, here
jerk move
I don't know what to say