[ derek's trying to be pretty honest about missing stiles at night, even if he is masking that confession under layers and layers of friendly hostility and mild insults. but. when stiles pushes back and acts like he misses him too, that makes derek... nervous. pleased, but - nervous. ]
I'm not the boss of you, either. I mean - I am, sometimes. When I'm right, and you're wrong, and you're being too stupid and simple-minded to realize that I might know better than you. Which is often. But.
I don't want to feel like I'm the dom and you're the sub. I don't want to feel like I'm giving you orders because we have a contract. I want you to take my bed, because it's the most comfortable place to crash in my apartment, and. I can sleep on the floor, or the couch, or with you. But I'm not going to pull the bullet on... deciding between those options, because I don't want to feel like I'm ordering you to sleep beside me just because I miss you.
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I'm not the boss of you, either.
I mean - I am, sometimes. When I'm right, and you're wrong, and you're being too stupid and simple-minded to realize that I might know better than you. Which is often.
But.
I don't want to feel like I'm the dom and you're the sub. I don't want to feel like I'm giving you orders because we have a contract.
I want you to take my bed, because it's the most comfortable place to crash in my apartment, and. I can sleep on the floor, or the couch, or with you.
But I'm not going to pull the bullet on... deciding between those options, because I don't want to feel like I'm ordering you to sleep beside me just because I miss you.
[ so. yeah. ]
Which I do.
To be clear.
Miss you.