[ stiles' face goes so, so red in that elevator. it's a miracle nobody asks him if he's okay or if he needs to sit down - which he feels like he does, because this is a lot. for a handful of seconds, stiles actually convinces himself that this is probably some kind of joke. derek's probably just - trying to embarrass the shit out of him, teasing him about his dumb feelings for him but.
derek's not that mean. derek can't be that mean, not about that. and derek told him he liked him, even before now. even before all of these text messages, derek has told him multiple times that he likes stiles and. stiles just needs to stop waiting for the other shoe to drop. anticipating the worst is just going to sour the present and he doesn't want to do that.
he's blushing really, really deep though, which he tries to cover up by ducking his head and scrubbing his hand over the back of his neck. he feels really warm, and it takes him a second to get his thumbs working. ]
If you don't stop you're going to make me sprint out of this elevator as soon as the doors open Which wouldn't actually be a problem if I wasn't carrying a backpack and a bunch of other stuff but I'd probably trip and scrape the crap out of my elbows and maybe my knees And that sucks for people who don't insta-heal FYI But I might just do it anyway and take the risk Seems kind of worth it Because I'm really excited too. I'm excited that you're excited. That makes me feel really good.
[ "that makes me feel really good". he sounds like a dumbass. he sounds so lame but he just. it's true. and he wants derek to know that. he wants derek to know that he makes him feel good even if it's just over little things. like derek being excited to see him, excited to live with him. ]
You make me feel really, really good and happy and safe and important and I've never really. Had this. Not all at once. Not like this.
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derek's not that mean. derek can't be that mean, not about that. and derek told him he liked him, even before now. even before all of these text messages, derek has told him multiple times that he likes stiles and. stiles just needs to stop waiting for the other shoe to drop. anticipating the worst is just going to sour the present and he doesn't want to do that.
he's blushing really, really deep though, which he tries to cover up by ducking his head and scrubbing his hand over the back of his neck. he feels really warm, and it takes him a second to get his thumbs working. ]
If you don't stop you're going to make me sprint out of this elevator as soon as the doors open
Which wouldn't actually be a problem if I wasn't carrying a backpack and a bunch of other stuff but I'd probably trip and scrape the crap out of my elbows and maybe my knees
And that sucks for people who don't insta-heal FYI
But I might just do it anyway and take the risk
Seems kind of worth it
Because I'm really excited too.
I'm excited that you're excited.
That makes me feel really good.
[ "that makes me feel really good". he sounds like a dumbass. he sounds so lame but he just. it's true. and he wants derek to know that. he wants derek to know that he makes him feel good even if it's just over little things. like derek being excited to see him, excited to live with him. ]
You make me feel really, really good and happy and safe and important and I've never really.
Had this.
Not all at once.
Not like this.