I'm not-- sorry. I don't want you to apologize. That's not what this is about.
[ He's starting to sound frustrated, but it's - obviously aimed inwards. Not getting his point across, not saying the right thing. He's just trying to tell Tate that he wants to be here for him, and he's fucking that up. Making him feel guilty.
This would be so much easier if he just... only cared about power. It was so much easier to lie to Erica and Boyd and Isaac when he had tunnel vision. Can't have that, for Tate, now that he's actually gotten to know him. Should've given him the bite after orientation.
He bites his tongue, waits a few beats, figures out what he wants to say before he says it. Figures now's a good a time as any. He looks at Tate, leaning back on the chair a little more concretely. ]
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[ He's starting to sound frustrated, but it's - obviously aimed inwards. Not getting his point across, not saying the right thing. He's just trying to tell Tate that he wants to be here for him, and he's fucking that up. Making him feel guilty.
This would be so much easier if he just... only cared about power. It was so much easier to lie to Erica and Boyd and Isaac when he had tunnel vision. Can't have that, for Tate, now that he's actually gotten to know him. Should've given him the bite after orientation.
He bites his tongue, waits a few beats, figures out what he wants to say before he says it. Figures now's a good a time as any. He looks at Tate, leaning back on the chair a little more concretely. ]
Can't get high. Not human.