I'd like you to be there. You have a better eye than me. You're smarter than me. You'd see things I wouldn't.
[ he - hesitates. stops walking. he stands in the street, looking down at his phone, feeling kind of sick. he doesn't really think stiles is-- you know, doing anything bad, but more and more this is starting to feel like a breakup in the works. "don't come on my walk with me", "we need to talk". feels like stiles is... leading into saying he still wants to be his friend, still wants to investigate into things with him, but might not want to-- date? anymore.
or something. which doesn't make sense, because the last time he checked, they were both very much in love. maybe the full moon was too much? maybe being his anchor as well as his boyfriend is too much pressure. maybe stiles just wanted to have a nice, normal relationship and derek made it too heavy too fast. maybe he doesn't want to break up, maybe he just.
wants space. or...
he-- wow, he feels kind of dizzy. that's stupid. he's jumping to conclusions, making problems that aren't there. being paranoid, like he is with the mountain ash. he's always fucking paranoid, he's being stupid, he knows they're in love, he knows they're fine. he knows. why the fuck does it matter if stiles doesn't want to walk with him? people don't want to go on walks together sometimes. derek's in the road, doesn't even realize it until a car's honking at him to move. he stares down at his phone. stands in the way on the sidewalk. ]
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[ he - hesitates. stops walking. he stands in the street, looking down at his phone, feeling kind of sick. he doesn't really think stiles is-- you know, doing anything bad, but more and more this is starting to feel like a breakup in the works. "don't come on my walk with me", "we need to talk". feels like stiles is... leading into saying he still wants to be his friend, still wants to investigate into things with him, but might not want to-- date? anymore.
or something. which doesn't make sense, because the last time he checked, they were both very much in love. maybe the full moon was too much? maybe being his anchor as well as his boyfriend is too much pressure. maybe stiles just wanted to have a nice, normal relationship and derek made it too heavy too fast. maybe he doesn't want to break up, maybe he just.
wants space. or...
he-- wow, he feels kind of dizzy. that's stupid. he's jumping to conclusions, making problems that aren't there. being paranoid, like he is with the mountain ash. he's always fucking paranoid, he's being stupid, he knows they're in love, he knows they're fine. he knows. why the fuck does it matter if stiles doesn't want to walk with him? people don't want to go on walks together sometimes. derek's in the road, doesn't even realize it until a car's honking at him to move. he stares down at his phone. stands in the way on the sidewalk. ]
This sounds kind of important?