[ stiles has mastered walking and texting but he has not quite mastered walking and texting and dodging a cat that seems to want to keep up with him as much as it wants to trip him up by weaving through his legs, trying to rub up against his calves. it's about as charming as it is frustrating, but all it means is that stiles is just slightly slower than his usual pace.
which is fine, because he can just keep texting derek to pass the time. ]
I mean as long as we're admitting you're a pretty big idiot.
[ . . . ]
What do you think I do all night when I can't sleep?
[ okay, so he does a lot of things when he can't sleep. thinks about a lot of things, but his future with derek is one of those things that comes up occasionally. one of those thing that either makes him feel really good or really bad depending on his state of mind at the time. mostly, it's a good thing, but sometimes he gets caught up in his own head, and he thinks about all the things that could go wrong. he thinks about all the things derek might start to hate about him, all the ways he'll fall short because he's - human, or just. nothing special. it's not an unfamiliar spiral. ]
I think about it, yeah. I used to think about it a lot before, too. After that summer Like it was really stupid but I would like zone out sometimes You know, daydream about what it would be like if you liked me the way I wanted you to Why? What do you think about it? Or do you... not think about it?
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which is fine, because he can just keep texting derek to pass the time. ]
I mean as long as we're admitting you're a pretty big idiot.
[ . . . ]
What do you think I do all night when I can't sleep?
[ okay, so he does a lot of things when he can't sleep. thinks about a lot of things, but his future with derek is one of those things that comes up occasionally. one of those thing that either makes him feel really good or really bad depending on his state of mind at the time. mostly, it's a good thing, but sometimes he gets caught up in his own head, and he thinks about all the things that could go wrong. he thinks about all the things derek might start to hate about him, all the ways he'll fall short because he's - human, or just. nothing special. it's not an unfamiliar spiral. ]
I think about it, yeah.
I used to think about it a lot before, too.
After that summer
Like it was really stupid but I would like zone out sometimes
You know, daydream about what it would be like if you liked me the way I wanted you to
Why?
What do you think about it?
Or do you... not think about it?