You could have left on amazing terms with her. You would still find a way to worry about what you could have done differently. Things you should have said. Shouldn't have said. Second-guessed whether or not you really mattered to her. Trust me, I get it more than anyone. But she's smart. Empathetic. You have to trust her. I'm sure she knew your relationship was stronger than any one argument.
[ but he knows more than anyone that losing someone doesn't feel better, no matter what somebody else says. anxiety and guilt don't just suddenly go away because somebody says hey, don't feel anxious or guilty. he just doesn't know what he can do, other than speak from experience. he still regrets not opening up to laura before she went home.
he gets to the train, in any case, and he doesn't even bother looking like he wants a seat. he just - stands, in the section designated for dominants, staring at his phone and trying not to be seen. he wants to cheer stiles up. somehow. ]
The cat stole my food. By the way. I thought maybe she was willing to give me a chance. But no. She just stared at me because she was hungry.
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You could have left on amazing terms with her. You would still find a way to worry about what you could have done differently. Things you should have said. Shouldn't have said. Second-guessed whether or not you really mattered to her.
Trust me, I get it more than anyone.
But she's smart. Empathetic.
You have to trust her. I'm sure she knew your relationship was stronger than any one argument.
[ but he knows more than anyone that losing someone doesn't feel better, no matter what somebody else says. anxiety and guilt don't just suddenly go away because somebody says hey, don't feel anxious or guilty. he just doesn't know what he can do, other than speak from experience. he still regrets not opening up to laura before she went home.
he gets to the train, in any case, and he doesn't even bother looking like he wants a seat. he just - stands, in the section designated for dominants, staring at his phone and trying not to be seen. he wants to cheer stiles up. somehow. ]
The cat stole my food. By the way.
I thought maybe she was willing to give me a chance. But no.
She just stared at me because she was hungry.