Sometimes we have to hurt people to stop other people from being hurt. Sometimes people deserve what they get. You aren't a monster. You haven't done anything wrong. There's no reason to change.
Hurt a lot of people. Wanted to hurt a lot more. Killed people who didn't deserve to die. My sister. Orchestrated a lot of pain just for a taste of power. He was selfish. Lacked empathy. Manipulative. All the things you aren't.
I trusted him for a long, long time. I've trusted a lot of people I shouldn't have. He took advantage of that. Time and time again. Fucked up thing is that I still kind of care about him.
That's your home. You don't need to ask to stay there. Of course I want to find you. I'll see you soon. Just keep your head up. We'll figure out what to do next together.
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does that count?
i wanted to hurt lawrence. tried to, remember?
if i was a monster for doing that...
at least, monsters can change right?
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Sometimes people deserve what they get.
You aren't a monster.
You haven't done anything wrong. There's no reason to change.
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what did your uncle do?
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Killed people who didn't deserve to die. My sister.
Orchestrated a lot of pain just for a taste of power.
He was selfish. Lacked empathy.
Manipulative.
All the things you aren't.
I trusted him for a long, long time.
I've trusted a lot of people I shouldn't have.
He took advantage of that. Time and time again.
Fucked up thing is that I still kind of care about him.
[ anyway. ]
Guilty.
That's my word.
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But so are you.
I'm sorry. About everything they're putting you through.
You don't deserve this.
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i don't want people to see my arm.
just incase you want to find me
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Of course I want to find you.
I'll see you soon. Just keep your head up. We'll figure out what to do next together.
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