Okay. Good. Maybe it won't be permanent. Might come back some day. If it doesn't, then... you're still healthy, and nobody's going to notice it's gone except me. Seems like a pretty great win.
but i figured since it affects you the most i should've tried harder, maybe. to not give it up if it bothers you, just tell me. but maybe it won't be that weird?
No, it's okay. I'm not mad. I liked your heartbeat because... I knew when you were around. I knew when I said something that made you... happy, because I could hear the way it made you feel. But. I still know your scent. I still know your smile. It's fine. Just means I won't be able to tell when you're lying anymore.
[ not that he's been listening to Tate's heartbeat while he lied to him. their relationship would probably be a little different if he did. ]
It's just the sound, though? You aren't... colder, from a lack of blood circulating your system? You're not more pale? Kind of hard to tell how ghosts work at the best of times.
I don't want you to think every decision you make has to run through me. Just... the important ones. The things I can help with. I want to protect you and take care of you. I want to offer you safety and a home. I don't want to fucking set curfews and demand to be involved in every single aspect of your life. This was a big decision you made, yeah - but you needed that word off your skin and this seems like a safe trade off. I'm not mad. It's fine. I trust you to be smart without needing me to hold your hand.
I'll come over. Movies and food. We should hang out with Stiles, soon. The three of us.
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Maybe it won't be permanent. Might come back some day.
If it doesn't, then... you're still healthy, and nobody's going to notice it's gone except me.
Seems like a pretty great win.
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but i figured since it affects you the most
i should've tried harder, maybe. to not give it up
if it bothers you, just tell me.
but maybe it won't be that weird?
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I liked your heartbeat because... I knew when you were around. I knew when I said something that made you... happy, because I could hear the way it made you feel.
But.
I still know your scent. I still know your smile.
It's fine.
Just means I won't be able to tell when you're lying anymore.
[ not that he's been listening to Tate's heartbeat while he lied to him. their relationship would probably be a little different if he did. ]
It's just the sound, though?
You aren't... colder, from a lack of blood circulating your system? You're not more pale?
Kind of hard to tell how ghosts work at the best of times.
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i'm sorry. that sounds like a lot.
but yeah i think i'm the same?
when you come... you can check?
tell me what seems off.
i just feel like me.
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It had to be done. If you're okay, then. Yeah. That's all that matters.
Sorry you felt nervous about telling me.
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guess i feel like i should've gotten your approval
but when have i ever been the best beta?
i'll see you later tonight though? we can get food and stay in
watch movies like we planned. nothing changes.
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Just... the important ones. The things I can help with.
I want to protect you and take care of you. I want to offer you safety and a home.
I don't want to fucking set curfews and demand to be involved in every single aspect of your life.
This was a big decision you made, yeah - but you needed that word off your skin and this seems like a safe trade off.
I'm not mad. It's fine.
I trust you to be smart without needing me to hold your hand.
I'll come over.
Movies and food.
We should hang out with Stiles, soon. The three of us.
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and yeah i'd like that.
i could come to your place some night, maybe
watch a few movies. let cobain piss in your closets.
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