[ That's the whole point of all this, isn't it? The citations he's racked up, the late fees, the constant, imminent fear of realignment - he wouldn't be dealing with any of it if he were better at being a sub. Derek's dismissive and annoyed, giving no indication that he's willing to move here, and that's when Tate twists the dial higher. Derek senses it before it hits, the irritation in his expression giving way to an apprehensive, slightly shameful eagerness - but it still hits hard when it does.
The vibrations intensify right against his prostate, and Derek gets through the first acceleration okay, hissing in air through his teeth and letting his eyes drift shut, but it's the higher setting that really fucks him up. He chokes on his breath as he moans and arches his back from the bed, grabbing at the sheets for support with what little freedom his hands have. His cock jumps and flexes against his abs, precum slapping against his skin and running in a river down his shaft, and when he thinks he's actually gonna come like this, when he starts to feel the frustrating, unsatisfying build of a hands-free orgasm, Tate drops the setting back down and lets Derek catch his breath.
He-- swears, more than once. Quiet fuck, fuck, fucks said under his breath. He opens his eyes, slightly watering, the ceiling spinning behind the boundary of thin black cloth. He doesn't move onto all fours right away, but the idea of being kept on that edge or pushed even more ferociously towards it is kind of daunting, and it's only going to make his impatience worse. Carefully, after another long, long, long stretch of silence, Derek does as he's told, moving and positioning himself on his elbows and knees, hands starting to get uncomfortable from being bound for so long. ]
[Tate almost adds on something to really drag the dog symbolism there but he doesn't, mostly because he just got Derek on all fours and if he starts snapping his teeth at him this could end poorly. So he just combs his hands through Derek's hair, raking his nails over his scalp and rewarding him with some careful touch - affectionate in how he runs his fingers through it, then drops one hand away to put it on his dick to guide it right to Derek's mouth.
With a gentle thrust forward, he waits to see how Derek takes to blowing him not only in this exposed of a position, but blindfolded and constricted as he is. Tate thinks its rather fascinating, and he's leaning his shoulders back to watch it with parted lips and a wide eyed fascination that may only be present because he knows Derek can't see the look on his face.]
[ This is getting to be a lot, for Derek. The safety of doing this with someone he trusts, whether or not he's right to trust the person in question aside, can only take him so far when it comes to mitigating the anxiety he gets from acting so submissive. He feels exposed and fragile, the touch to his hair only exacerbating those feelings - he feels controlled and restrained and outside of himself in a way that directly opposes all the things he wants to be. Powerful, dominant. Alpha.
But he's still so fucking hard.
Derek's silent when he feels the head of Tate's cock brush against his bottom lip, and he swallows, heartrate picking up. It takes a second or two for him to get over his hesitation and open his mouth like he's told, letting the underside rest against his tongue, warm and wet and stationary. Tate takes the lead, thrusting into him, and Derek, again, takes his time before he follows orders. He doesn't start sucking until Tate thinks he might not do his job at all.
He's gentle, almost exploratory. He's given oral before, obviously, but it's always been on his own terms, when pinning someone down and forcing an orgasm out of them while they squeezed his head with their thighs has been-- a gift, on his part, rather than dutiful service. There's more shame, in sucking cock because you're being told to. Derek's adjusting, but - slowly. ]
[The praise rolls off Tate's tongue like a breathy afterthought as Derek's lips part for his cock and his tongue slides against it. He's slow with it but Tate doesn't mind that - they're waiting for a timer anyway, so the slower the better. He gently rolls his hips forward before pulling back, finding a soft rhythm to feel the heat of Derek's mouth with and groans gently in response. His hands keep sliding through Derek's hair, holding on to it and his skull.
Part of him wants more from Derek - he's not sure what he's supposed to be doing with this lead he's been given, both in this moment and now within Duplicity as a dom. There's just more ownership, more responsibility, and Tate's been culled into submission for so long - and idealizing romance, sex, and all of that as an equal share of things. His life is still pretty scattered since the day he woke up without a line down his throat.]
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[ That's the whole point of all this, isn't it? The citations he's racked up, the late fees, the constant, imminent fear of realignment - he wouldn't be dealing with any of it if he were better at being a sub. Derek's dismissive and annoyed, giving no indication that he's willing to move here, and that's when Tate twists the dial higher. Derek senses it before it hits, the irritation in his expression giving way to an apprehensive, slightly shameful eagerness - but it still hits hard when it does.
The vibrations intensify right against his prostate, and Derek gets through the first acceleration okay, hissing in air through his teeth and letting his eyes drift shut, but it's the higher setting that really fucks him up. He chokes on his breath as he moans and arches his back from the bed, grabbing at the sheets for support with what little freedom his hands have. His cock jumps and flexes against his abs, precum slapping against his skin and running in a river down his shaft, and when he thinks he's actually gonna come like this, when he starts to feel the frustrating, unsatisfying build of a hands-free orgasm, Tate drops the setting back down and lets Derek catch his breath.
He-- swears, more than once. Quiet fuck, fuck, fucks said under his breath. He opens his eyes, slightly watering, the ceiling spinning behind the boundary of thin black cloth. He doesn't move onto all fours right away, but the idea of being kept on that edge or pushed even more ferociously towards it is kind of daunting, and it's only going to make his impatience worse. Carefully, after another long, long, long stretch of silence, Derek does as he's told, moving and positioning himself on his elbows and knees, hands starting to get uncomfortable from being bound for so long. ]
You're such a little bitch.
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[Tate almost adds on something to really drag the dog symbolism there but he doesn't, mostly because he just got Derek on all fours and if he starts snapping his teeth at him this could end poorly. So he just combs his hands through Derek's hair, raking his nails over his scalp and rewarding him with some careful touch - affectionate in how he runs his fingers through it, then drops one hand away to put it on his dick to guide it right to Derek's mouth.
With a gentle thrust forward, he waits to see how Derek takes to blowing him not only in this exposed of a position, but blindfolded and constricted as he is. Tate thinks its rather fascinating, and he's leaning his shoulders back to watch it with parted lips and a wide eyed fascination that may only be present because he knows Derek can't see the look on his face.]
Suck.
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But he's still so fucking hard.
Derek's silent when he feels the head of Tate's cock brush against his bottom lip, and he swallows, heartrate picking up. It takes a second or two for him to get over his hesitation and open his mouth like he's told, letting the underside rest against his tongue, warm and wet and stationary. Tate takes the lead, thrusting into him, and Derek, again, takes his time before he follows orders. He doesn't start sucking until Tate thinks he might not do his job at all.
He's gentle, almost exploratory. He's given oral before, obviously, but it's always been on his own terms, when pinning someone down and forcing an orgasm out of them while they squeezed his head with their thighs has been-- a gift, on his part, rather than dutiful service. There's more shame, in sucking cock because you're being told to. Derek's adjusting, but - slowly. ]
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[The praise rolls off Tate's tongue like a breathy afterthought as Derek's lips part for his cock and his tongue slides against it. He's slow with it but Tate doesn't mind that - they're waiting for a timer anyway, so the slower the better. He gently rolls his hips forward before pulling back, finding a soft rhythm to feel the heat of Derek's mouth with and groans gently in response. His hands keep sliding through Derek's hair, holding on to it and his skull.
Part of him wants more from Derek - he's not sure what he's supposed to be doing with this lead he's been given, both in this moment and now within Duplicity as a dom. There's just more ownership, more responsibility, and Tate's been culled into submission for so long - and idealizing romance, sex, and all of that as an equal share of things. His life is still pretty scattered since the day he woke up without a line down his throat.]
Keep - Keep going. I want you to make me come.