[ right. there's a lot to unpack here - he hasn't really talked about why he kept that room sealed off for so long, and he hasn't really talked about whether or not he thinks it was a mistake to fuck tate in that bed - but derek isn't exactly rushing to talk out his feelings, so. he'll just cut straight to the point, given that he assumes that's what this is about. ]
[ he kind of thought tate would be happy about that, all things considered - he hasn't had much reason to believe there are too many people back home tate wants to see again - but he assumes this is about violet, more than anything else, so. ]
I just think of you as a writer more than a musician. I don't know. I'm just surprised. Not in a bad way. Unfortunately, I'm too poor to buy coke, these days, but. I'll see what I can do about a guitar.
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Why are you asking me that?
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Stiles and I aren't together.
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okay.
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Isaac's here, too. Someone from home.
I haven't had a chance to talk to him, yet. But.
Figured you should know.
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do we like this guy isaac
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[ ... ]
Maybe.
It's complicated.
There's a strong chance he might hate me. So.
[ thus why he hasn't reached out. ]
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but fine, don't tell me.
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This is just
[ ... fucking god damn it, he knows how this is going to go. fine. ]
Fine.
He was my beta.
I kicked him out of my pack.
The end.
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[Unsure if jealous...]
did he do something to warrant that?
he must've. you wouldn't just throw people out
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Just - you know.
I'm me. So.
Did it wrong. Fucked up.
[ shrug. ]
I don't really want to talk about it any more than that.
Like I said, I was just letting you know he's around.
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[Trying to be - understanding, sympathetic, all those emotions here. See?]
i'm kind of jealous. you get a lot of people from home
i haven't seen anyone since violet left
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She could still come back.
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whatever. it'll be 2 years here in a few months
time goes by pretty fast huh
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You were important to her.
That doesn't just go away.
[ he lies, lyingly, like a liar. anyway - ]
Two years.
You've had a pretty hot streak of staying out of trouble.
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[PLAYFULLY SAID? HALF TRUTHFUL? WHO KNOWS]
i guess i'll be 19 in january
weird. this is where i lay down the hints about wanting shit for my birthday, right?
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Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong.
[ slightly less playful. ]
You could just tell me what you want.
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electric or acoustic, i don't care
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Huh.
[ feels like something he should've expected, weirdly enough, but it takes him by surprise nevertheless. ]
You know how to play one of those?
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not really but i might as well learn
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Unfortunately, I'm too poor to buy coke, these days, but. I'll see what I can do about a guitar.
You're going to have to write me a song.
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