[ with all the people derek takes care of here — he can't just fucking run to the rocks and start taking on sin guards singlehandedly, or whatever. he knows that. his skin is itching, though, and he finds himself pacing as he walks. this is — not what he needs. not what this city needs. ]
Might not be that bad. Hasn't been that bad for a while. Could be something else. You know what rituals are like, here. Could just be sex. Running a train on everyone. Wouldn't be the first time.
Nothing good. We're surrounded by water. That's what's keeping us here. With how much control LIES has over the city, it's easy to assume they have the same control over the ocean. So. I don't know.
We'll find out. Secrets are rarely kept well here.
i'm kind of pissed this is all happening in my chill spot hard to keep your head clear when all u hear is wailing and thunder not even a good view? bullshit.
after the riots in the down though how much control do they really have?
It'll pass. Always does. Like I said, you can come over. If you need to.
The Down is getting hit by the flood harder than the Up is. Could be that way by design. I don't know how they could control the fucking weather, but I don't know how they could transport us to some kind of desert city, either, and that happened, so.
do u think we're in a dome or something there was this old movie in the 70s westworld? about highly detailed amusement parks and fucked up robots but w/e
I don't know. Maybe. If it wasn't for the fact that people can go home and just resume their lives, I'd have assumed we were in some kind of... I don't know. Neural network. The Matrix. That kind of shit. Makes more sense to be in a simulation than in an alternate dimension. But. I don't know.
[ there is literally no point in talking about this, so. ]
Only going to make yourself sick trying to question how all of this works. That's probably by design, too.
Really feels like the gravity of people getting chained to rocks is getting lost on you right now.
[ it's kind of frustrating how quickly tate's moved on from that, but derek has kind of come to expect this. and... he was right, when he said there was nothing derek can do, so. even though he's irritated and scared and still stuck thinking of the sea, he just dwells in this conversation for lack of any other option. ]
Wi-Fi. You don't know enough about technology to assume how robots work. Besides — we've had at least one genuine robotic person show up here in the long history of this city, I think. Doubt that would have happened if there was an over-reaching sexbot conspiracy in the works behind the scenes.
Kind of heartless. You've probably come close to failing your quota before, too. If you hadn't had me in those early months, you might have ended up out there, too.
[ and immediately, right on schedule, derek feels guilty for being frustrated with tate and makes excuses for him in his head. same as always. ]
It's not you. Sorry. Just kind of tense. Scared, maybe. It's fucked up that this kind of thing happens so often. And that could have been you out there. I don't like thinking about that. That could have been me out there. Stiles. I hate it.
Yeah. It's oppressive. Always has been, but — feels like one big fuck you to those who already stuck out their rules for a full year. I... probably don't need to ask, but. You're covered, right? I mean. If I got sent home, you'd still be reaching quota?
Nothing wrong with adapting. Probably better for you to get a little calloused. You used to have a pretty hard time, here. I'm glad that it doesn't seem to be quite so difficult anymore.
[Part of Tate wants to go back, to be sad and reclusive. To survive over live just so Derek won't say he's moved on enough to not need him. He can't help that instinctive feeling. Tate takes a pause before replying:]
i'm glad you noticed u always watch over me. i like it. i'm glad i make u proud
You do. I care about you. Always have. It's good. Seeing you grow. You used to worry that you wouldn't be able to. So. That's why it matters so much to see you being better. Doing better.
[ who knows what will happen, should derek find out the horrible things that tate has done despite derek's belief that he's changed. "grown". ]
Just. You know. Tell me. If you ever want me to stop doing that. Watching over you. I know I can be a lot. When it comes to being protective.
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If you're okay with sharing a bed with him, it could work out.
If not, there's always the couch.
[ he won't push, just — he wants tate to know he would go out of his way to make it work, if he needed him to. but... moving on. ]
Neither do I. Suppose it was only a matter of time, though.
Beach hasn't felt right ever since those ghosts washed ashore.
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putting them up in chains
more bad vibes
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[ ... ]
Fuck. That's not good.
I should step in. Try and stop this.
You shouldn't be watching.
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it reminds me of fort harmony, you know?
I don’t think u can stop it
don’t think u should try
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Might not be that bad. Hasn't been that bad for a while.
Could be something else.
You know what rituals are like, here.
Could just be sex. Running a train on everyone.
Wouldn't be the first time.
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they're always afraid of it
when shit happened before, it was at the beach
what the fuck's out there?
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With how much control LIES has over the city, it's easy to assume they have the same control over the ocean.
So.
I don't know.
We'll find out.
Secrets are rarely kept well here.
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hard to keep your head clear when all u hear is wailing and thunder
not even a good view? bullshit.
after the riots in the down though
how much control do they really have?
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Like I said, you can come over. If you need to.
The Down is getting hit by the flood harder than the Up is.
Could be that way by design.
I don't know how they could control the fucking weather, but I don't know how they could transport us to some kind of desert city, either, and that happened, so.
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there was this old movie in the 70s
westworld? about highly detailed amusement parks
and fucked up robots but w/e
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Neural network. The Matrix. That kind of shit. Makes more sense to be in a simulation than in an alternate dimension.
But.
I don't know.
[ there is literally no point in talking about this, so. ]
Only going to make yourself sick trying to question how all of this works.
That's probably by design, too.
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yeah but maybe they're all out for maintenance
maybe we're all secretly sex bots
how would we even know?
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I can literally smell your blood through your skin.
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probably connects to like
what do u call wireless internet again
connects to another robot, recognizes it as one
bam. "i smell ur blood"
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[ it's kind of frustrating how quickly tate's moved on from that, but derek has kind of come to expect this. and... he was right, when he said there was nothing derek can do, so. even though he's irritated and scared and still stuck thinking of the sea, he just dwells in this conversation for lack of any other option. ]
Wi-Fi.
You don't know enough about technology to assume how robots work.
Besides — we've had at least one genuine robotic person show up here in the long history of this city, I think.
Doubt that would have happened if there was an over-reaching sexbot conspiracy in the works behind the scenes.
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also what do u want me to do? go volunteer at the beach to save the other sad souls?
i mean they failed quota, they brought that on themselves
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Kind of heartless.
You've probably come close to failing your quota before, too.
If you hadn't had me in those early months, you might have ended up out there, too.
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i don't know what u want me to say
i hate the city
hate what's happening
and i don't approve of it
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[ and immediately, right on schedule, derek feels guilty for being frustrated with tate and makes excuses for him in his head. same as always. ]
It's not you. Sorry.
Just kind of tense. Scared, maybe.
It's fucked up that this kind of thing happens so often.
And that could have been you out there. I don't like thinking about that.
That could have been me out there. Stiles.
I hate it.
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i think ur right, something's unsettling about it all
i'm sorry if i'm rude
i just idk
im getting too used to this
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I... probably don't need to ask, but.
You're covered, right? I mean.
If I got sent home, you'd still be reaching quota?
Nothing wrong with adapting. Probably better for you to get a little calloused.
You used to have a pretty hard time, here.
I'm glad that it doesn't seem to be quite so difficult anymore.
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me and marcus would have it covered
[Tate says because it's easier than saying he's a bit of a slut that gets around to the guy who might get jealous over it.]
time's helped
people too. you have.
do i really seem better?
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[ he says, immediately irritated. shouldn't have asked. moving on. ]
I think so. Less sad. Trying new things. Meeting new people.
Seems like you're living more than surviving, sometimes.
It's nice to see.
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i'm glad you noticed
u always watch over me. i like it.
i'm glad i make u proud
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It's good. Seeing you grow.
You used to worry that you wouldn't be able to. So.
That's why it matters so much to see you being better. Doing better.
[ who knows what will happen, should derek find out the horrible things that tate has done despite derek's belief that he's changed. "grown". ]
Just. You know.
Tell me. If you ever want me to stop doing that.
Watching over you.
I know I can be a lot. When it comes to being protective.
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