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[calloused]

You're gonna make me blush.

I would.
I spent a long time just wanting to hide away. Be with Stiles, be with you. Angry with being here, scared to leave whatever safe bubble I managed to hide away in.
But.
Feels cowardly, after a while. Stagnant.
If I can do something good for someone good, I'd like to at least try.

Why?

[confiscated]

just wanted to know what youd do
i wish you could. wish things were like they were

maybe stiles can do it then
if u both agree on some people

[calloused]

Yeah.
It was better before.
Easier.
I felt safer. You felt safer, I think.
Probably why they made us switch.

I don't think Stiles would be interested in that.
Which - honestly - I can't say I blame him for.

[confiscated]

and ur fine with that?
u said u would wanna do good for people
he could too.

[calloused]

I'm fine with it.

[ he considers leaving it there, but - ]

There's more to being a good Dom than just... helping as many people as you can.
There's a level of risk involved, chasing after a lifestyle like that.
All those people relying on you. All that vulnerability, exposed.
I wouldn't ask Stiles to put himself in a position like that. One of danger. One of susceptibility.
I would rather he stay as safe as possible.

[confiscated]

oh. i see

[Still bitter about it, Tate's jealousy still sitting there saying hello.]

do u want to come by later
just to hang out a bit

[calloused]

You okay?

[ kind of a response to both parts of tate's message, there. ]

[confiscated]

i dont wanna be the provider tonight
just want 2 chill n lean on u
if thats cool

[calloused]

[ dot dot dot. ]

Yeah, okay.
I can do that.

[ dot dot dot dot dot. ]

Platonically?
Or.

[ should he, you know. bring over the werewolf rubbers and werewolf lube or whatever. ]

[confiscated]

either

i know which one i'd prefer