[ he's not... being malicious, and he doesn't realize he's being kind of manipulative, but in derek's mind - this is already done. he said that tate had the freedom to choose who he wants, and he meant that, but he doesn't believe for a second that tate will choose anyone over him. july 13. tate's going to be his sub, just like he was always meant to be. this is all gonna be worth it, in the end. ]
I'm gonna be good for you, too. Now, and later, once I'm your Dom. No more fights, no more - worrying, without listening to you first. I'm trusting you, so. Trust me, too. Okay?
[ he's not... really salty anymore, now that he knows tate's going to sign with him in a few months, so. that doesn't really annoy him like it might have, yesterday. ]
That's... good, actually. Going to be easier to spend more time with you. In whatever capacity.
[ should he say anything else? he considers saying something-- reassuring again, about their future, about how better things will be in july, but. that's... putting pressure on tate. which he said he wouldn't do. so.
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[ he's not... being malicious, and he doesn't realize he's being kind of manipulative, but in derek's mind - this is already done. he said that tate had the freedom to choose who he wants, and he meant that, but he doesn't believe for a second that tate will choose anyone over him. july 13. tate's going to be his sub, just like he was always meant to be. this is all gonna be worth it, in the end. ]
I'm gonna be good for you, too.
Now, and later, once I'm your Dom.
No more fights, no more - worrying, without listening to you first.
I'm trusting you, so. Trust me, too.
Okay?
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I'll do everything to keep your trust in me, too.
can I come to the beach next week
and hang out with you?
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[ if he's not busy with stiles. haha, that's going to be a wild conversation. ]
Just - you know.
Alone.
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just us. we can talk or train or whatever
i'm going to be in the up more so it's easier to just
come around.
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[ he's not... really salty anymore, now that he knows tate's going to sign with him in a few months, so. that doesn't really annoy him like it might have, yesterday. ]
That's... good, actually.
Going to be easier to spend more time with you. In whatever capacity.
I'll see you then.
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guess we should be responsible ppl and go to sleep rn right
not that I'm tired but yeah, guess I should try anyway
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[ should he say anything else? he considers saying something-- reassuring again, about their future, about how better things will be in july, but. that's... putting pressure on tate. which he said he wouldn't do. so.
that's enough. ]
Night.
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[He feels mildly better now. Maybe he will be able to sleep.]