I wouldn't have told you to try and explore your options if I didn't have faith in you. Things are only scary right now because they're new. Once you get past the first few hurdles, things won't feel so intimidating. Besides - think of all the stupid dominants you've met here. Half of them are fucking braindead. If they can do it, so can you.
Plus, you're not in this contract alone. He can work. Bring in money. His wellbeing isn't entirely on your shoulders, even if the city might want you to think otherwise.
[ Derek chooses to just say what he wants, for once, instead of dancing around it and rolling his eyes. They both knew that's where things were gonna go anyway, but - well, if he can't get all possessive over Tate out loud, he can at least blow a load on his face. Win/win. ]
[ derek: immediately, stupidly horny. probably obvious by the pausing, the backspacing, the few attempts it takes to write any kind of response at all. ]
Like, in your mouth? Didn't work well last time. Probably could've died.
Still going to have to wait a while. Can't just leave for an entire day to help fix up the treehouse. Waiting'll do you good, anyway. Might give you time to come to your senses.
If you're serious about this, sure. Probably going to have to.
[ He's kidding, for the most part, but - christ, if Tate's about to work over a toy while pretending it's him, Derek's not going to tell him to stop. ]
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it was one thing that i took care of them and i can do that part here i just
i feel like i can't handle it.
paying rent and taking care of someone
like really being responsible...
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i feel like i'm gonna explode a bit
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Things are only scary right now because they're new. Once you get past the first few hurdles, things won't feel so intimidating.
Besides - think of all the stupid dominants you've met here. Half of them are fucking braindead.
If they can do it, so can you.
Plus, you're not in this contract alone.
He can work. Bring in money.
His wellbeing isn't entirely on your shoulders, even if the city might want you to think otherwise.
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i know ur right
and i just gotta let it settle
but it just feels like so much
also makes me wonder how u let me get away with so much
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[ dot dot dot. ]
Can I do anything?
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u'll still help me with treehouse stuff right
[And pay for those expenses. Or make Stiles do so, he guesses.]
that'd help
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[ Should probably raise a red flag that Tate is still leaning on him, but Derek's Derek, so. He doesn't really think about it. ]
I could teach you how to fix things around the house, too, maybe.
You could see how it's done. Just in case I'm ever not around to help you.
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i'd like that. i wanna learn to do stuff like that
i never did back home, since i didn't have a dad
and larry was a pussy
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do i need to buy some tools?
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Well, I'm happy to teach you the things you didn't learn back home.
[ hard to say "i'll be ur daddy" and not feel kinda weird, given all the fucking, but you know. moving on. ]
I'll buy you some.
Could be a good way to commemorate your newfound independence.
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i'll clean up a little and make a list of all the shit that needs working on
we can work thru it together, whenever.
is there anything i can do for u in return?
if u say no i'm still gonna do something
bjs aren't off the table
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[ Derek chooses to just say what he wants, for once, instead of dancing around it and rolling his eyes. They both knew that's where things were gonna go anyway, but - well, if he can't get all possessive over Tate out loud, he can at least blow a load on his face. Win/win. ]
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What do you want?
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Like, in your mouth?
Didn't work well last time.
Probably could've died.
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i wanna choke on your dick
be at ur mercy for 30 fucking minutes
and then make u do it all over again elsewhere
does that not sound like fun to u?
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[ a pause. ]
Still going to have to wait a while. Can't just leave for an entire day to help fix up the treehouse.
Waiting'll do you good, anyway.
Might give you time to come to your senses.
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but i'm not gonna smarten up
if anything i'm just more inspired to get some practice in
got any bananas you can leave by here?
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[ not that it matters, just, you know. won't help. ]
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something long n girthy?
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[ He's kidding, for the most part, but - christ, if Tate's about to work over a toy while pretending it's him, Derek's not going to tell him to stop. ]
You're a menace.
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otherwise i'm yknow
all tightened up
i wonder if there's anything already here that could do the job
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Show me.
If you find something.
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SHOW you
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