I don't think you're crazy. You have a gut instinct. It's worth following. At the very least, let me check it out. Maybe I can catch someone's scent, or something. Track down some chemosignals.
if u want to stay over a night, you can too i just want things to feel normal again camp messed me up more than i thought even tho it wasnt as bad as b4
it just reminded me of how long i've been here so many people didn't know about fort harm they thought the camp was bad. had no idea what came b4 it
do u remember the people who got executed why'd they go at it so hard then to show us that and then just tease us again with the threat of it at camp i dont know what this place wants to do to us
At this point, it feels like the executions were an outlier. Part of me wonders if they were even real. Could've just been a scare tactic. Keep us in line. I smelled the blood, but. I don't know. Hard not to question reality, sometimes. We were all still new, back then. Maybe we weren't following the rules fast enough.
Humiliation and obedience. They wanted the same thing at Camp as they did at the Fort. Fall in line, follow your roles, do as you're told. They just didn't crack the whip as hard this time.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
maybe. i'll think about that
and idk. maybe i'm just crazy
forget i said anything
no subject
At the very least, let me check it out.
Maybe I can catch someone's scent, or something. Track down some chemosignals.
no subject
if u want to stay over a night, you can too
i just want things to feel normal again
camp messed me up more than i thought
even tho it wasnt as bad as b4
no subject
I don't know what was worse, between being stripped of my powers and reliving all those memories of Fort Harmony.
Do you want to talk about it?
I can stay over.
no subject
so many people didn't know about fort harm
they thought the camp was bad. had no idea what came b4 it
do u remember the people who got executed
why'd they go at it so hard then to show us that
and then just tease us again with the threat of it at camp
i dont know what this place wants to do to us
no subject
Part of me wonders if they were even real.
Could've just been a scare tactic. Keep us in line. I smelled the blood, but. I don't know.
Hard not to question reality, sometimes.
We were all still new, back then. Maybe we weren't following the rules fast enough.
no subject
i've been here for years
you too, even though u left for a while
new people come in all the time
they're softer to them.
i guess that's good
sucks after what we went thru
no subject
It's gotten hard, sometimes. Since coming back.
Not as hard, but.
Certainly hard enough to spark a rebellion in the Down.
They could go hard again.
This place always keeps me guessing.
no subject
that chick got away and everything
maybe she'll come back
[Or not. Who knows? Maybe that Nissen asshole does.]
how do u think they got rid of all that water anyway
no subject
Fucked it. Fucked the water.
Seems to be the solution to most problems around here.
no subject
i dont wanna talk about the camp forever but
that part bothered me
why'd they do that to us
no subject
They wanted the same thing at Camp as they did at the Fort.
Fall in line, follow your roles, do as you're told.
They just didn't crack the whip as hard this time.
no subject
was it the collars? it had to be
but ur fine now too right?
i feel fine. normal.
everything healed
no subject
This place loves its collars.
Someone's bound to file another lawsuit.
I'm okay. I was sore for a couple of days, but. All healed up.
Need to shift. Go running. Stretch myself out again.
Get used to my own body.
no subject
b4 we get ported off somewhere else
btw u can stretch me out too if u want
no subject
[ ... ]
You haven't really met the transformation this city gave me.
no subject
no subject
[ a pause. ]
When is this wedding?
no subject
and later this week i think
its being held at the crimson
wherever that is. down, i think
no subject
And we'll talk, before anything happens.
There's a lot to be prepared for. So.
Wouldn't blame you if you said no.
We've got time, then.
We can look for things in a day or two.
[ means he can wreck tate and give him time to recover. ]
no subject
brb jerking off already