I meant another citation, not another tattoo. But - I'm glad. I always worried it didn't mean as much as it could have. I tried to make it matter, but... you still wouldn't have gotten it in the first place if it hadn't been forced on you.
we did the best we could with what we were dealt im glad u were the one to do it we made it our thing instead of the city's i wonder if ill still get a citation for saying something like FUCK THE CITY
[ derek sure hates this whole give tate his independence idea he came up with. how is he supposed to grill him about all the horrible shit he's done in secret? unbelievable. ]
Maybe don't test that out on an actively monitored network.
[ shit, that's really sweet - derek's touched, and he's not really sure what to say. kind of just wants to give tate a hug, but that's a difficult feeling to put into words. ]
Well - thank you. I hope I was good to you, when I was your dom. I really, really tried. Getting him his own space is bound to be beneficial for the both of you, if it's something you can afford. I'll help you look.
[ a pause. ]
You're sweet. You've always been sweet. I'm glad we're friends.
I don't think of you as my sub. I just think of you as my friend. Family. You matter more to me than the roles this city put us in. I know I say that a lot, but - I hope you know what I mean when I do.
[ he doesn't think tate misses being derek's sub so much as he just misses when it was just the two of them - and derek liked that, too, but he wouldn't trade having stiles here for anything, and with tate getting out there, signing contracts with new, trustworthy people, he thinks they're both in better places now than they were six or seven months ago. he can't... say that, though, not when tate's kind of making him feel bad. ]
We still have each other, though. We're lucky. With how often people have left in this place.
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[ not that it matters, just. you know. putting that out there. ]
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maybe u should take the hint
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booty shorts though? hmm
have 2 see that one 2 tell
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I have the best ass in Duplicity.
Not even bragging. Just speaking the truth.
Anyway.
Maybe I'll go for that, then. At least for a day or two.
You can judge if they're worth keeping.
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or better yet: let me do it
it can't be that hard
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Get fucked.
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i could totally do it
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If you could, you wouldn't.
I'd get my shirt off and you would immediately just want to fuck.
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though
sometime at work u should touch up my tat
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Been a while, since you got that citation.
Kind of a miracle you haven't had any more since then.
Unless you have, and just chose not to tell me, but.
You know.
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this one's kinda special
nothing else's seemed as important
i kinda wanna let harley ink me but that's mostly bc like u
it's not gonna be permanent if i don't want it to
i want yours to be on me forever, though. so it is.
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But - I'm glad. I always worried it didn't mean as much as it could have.
I tried to make it matter, but... you still wouldn't have gotten it in the first place if it hadn't been forced on you.
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[Not. At all.]
we did the best we could with what we were dealt
im glad u were the one to do it
we made it our thing instead of the city's
i wonder if ill still get a citation for saying something like
FUCK THE CITY
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[ derek sure hates this whole give tate his independence idea he came up with. how is he supposed to grill him about all the horrible shit he's done in secret? unbelievable. ]
Maybe don't test that out on an actively monitored network.
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fuck the system. i bet marcus would be down for it too
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He's relying on you.
[ as much as any sub relies on a dom around here, at least. ]
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will u help me look for apartments sometime
i have to save up some more $ but i wanna see if i can cover it for him
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[ or - wait. ]
Are you not living together?
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i should get him his own space right?
even if it's just a room somewhere
i also kinda want MY own space back
im trying to do for him what u did for me
kinda base a lot of what i'm doing off of what you did tbh
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[ shit, that's really sweet - derek's touched, and he's not really sure what to say. kind of just wants to give tate a hug, but that's a difficult feeling to put into words. ]
Well - thank you. I hope I was good to you, when I was your dom. I really, really tried.
Getting him his own space is bound to be beneficial for the both of you, if it's something you can afford.
I'll help you look.
[ a pause. ]
You're sweet.
You've always been sweet.
I'm glad we're friends.
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what u do for me, even now
jsyk ur still my dom
so far as i'm concerned
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[ ... ]
I don't think of you as my sub.
I just think of you as my friend. Family.
You matter more to me than the roles this city put us in. I know I say that a lot, but -
I hope you know what I mean when I do.
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i still miss it though, sometimes
being ur sub.
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I get it.
[ he doesn't think tate misses being derek's sub so much as he just misses when it was just the two of them - and derek liked that, too, but he wouldn't trade having stiles here for anything, and with tate getting out there, signing contracts with new, trustworthy people, he thinks they're both in better places now than they were six or seven months ago. he can't... say that, though, not when tate's kind of making him feel bad. ]
We still have each other, though.
We're lucky. With how often people have left in this place.
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